wtorek, 3 stycznia 2017

Leaving/staying

He's leaving soon.
He'll be gone for five weeks.
He's gonna travel: Australia, New Zealand: exotic places and adventures I can only dream of.

I wish I were able to feel more happy for him.
I wish I could cry less.
I wish I could believe that I can actually survive these five weeks without him.

Trying to cope with this situation but it's not really working. To be honest, it looks rather hopeless. I have no faintest idea what to do. What to expect. How am I going to live for so long without having him around...?

These thoughts are making me feel extremely anxious and extremely helpless. I wish I could just sleep through February and just wake up after March the 5th.

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